tough question

I finally realize that I can't make enough to support my ass in States any more, lousy job with only benifit of staying here isn't good enough for me. I was trying to make more money and so far I'm out of luck.

but should I stay more till my visa expires or should I get my ass out of here as soon as possible? I'm not bitching here like I need any help or anything related to that, but what I'm saying is is there any job out there that I can switch and still sponsor my status? who knows, monster can't find it, F it~

now I need to sit down and talk to myself about all the drills that has been going on in my tiny brain for years again. I know there's no problem to get up and leave but the thing is how am I gonna know that I can't get what I want here and I can get it from somewhere else? Jobis job, you will need to get a job wherever........and I also know this long time ago that I have advantage of language and skills that China and Taiwan might need. things are complicated, I don't wanna go back because I had enough of living in Taiwan(not that I don't appeciate where I 'm from, is the environment that I can't get used to) and I like here better. Friends, scenes, weather
and everything are great to me. I don't know, I don't mind, moving, I don't mind working 12 hours a day as showing my deeds, I don't mind driving 30 miles to work and come back home, I don't mind learning and taking orders, as long as it's worth it.

Life is tough, decision is tougher....have a great weekend!